Bear With Me
(The Blood Realm Series, #)
by Jennifer Blackstream
Blurb:
Betrayal. Redemption. True love.
A beautiful bard looking for her voice
After witnessing her mother’s murder left her blind, Leta had to put away her sword and her dreams of becoming a bard. Now she is resigned to a calm life where the best she can hope for is a good marriage that will take the burden of her care from her father’s shoulders. When her father claims the gods have sent a man to be not just her husband, but perhaps her savior, Leta has to take a leap of faith…and hope she falls in love.
A handsome prince trapped in the body of a bear
Torben is a bear shifter struggling to pass a test laid on him by his power-hungry stepmother. Bound into his beast form during the day, able to be human only at night when the darkness hides him, he must find a wife. She can know him only as a bear and a bodiless voice in the night. For one year, she must let him keep his secrets, trust him as a wife should trust her husband. But what woman will climb into bed with a bear and trust it is a man waiting for her?
Even a blind woman can see when something is worth fighting for…
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Excerpt
“I’ll
meet with him.” She took a deep breath and straightened her spine. “Perhaps you
could invite him to dinner this week?”
Her father cleared his throat. “He’s
here. Now.”
She slumped, hands going limp in her lap. “What?
What do you mean he’s here now?”
“He’s
here…for you.”
“He’s…”
Her voice was a pathetic squeak, and now it was her turn to clear her throat.
“Father…are you telling me you’ve already given him my hand?”
“I
signed the marriage contract five minutes ago.”
His voice was a whisper, so quiet she might
not have heard it two months ago, before she’d lost her vision, when her
other senses had not been quite so keen. She swayed and put a hand on the floor
to steady herself. She’d agreed to an arranged marriage, had given him her
blessing to find her a suitor. But…
“I
don’t understand. Why so quickly?”
“Leta,
it’s been two months. I’d hoped you would come through this on your own. I prayed
you would come through this
on your own. But you haven’t. I don’t know how to help you.
I…” His voice broke and he groped for her hands, took them in his trembling
fingers. “Leta, you need someone who will make you feel safe, who might be able
to bring you through—”
“And
what if there is no through this? What if this is who I am now, what
I am now?” Her muscles tingled with the urge to stand, to stalk away
from him, storm off in a healthy fit of justified indignation. “You couldn’t
let me have any dignity? Couldn’t let me go into this arranged marriage like
any other woman? You had to send me off to be fixed, as though I were a table
with a wobbly leg?”
Experience kept her kneeling on the floor. If
she tried to fly off in a rage, she would succeed only in humiliating herself.
High emotions flustered her, made it harder to remember where all the furniture
was, how far the wall was. A broken nose or bruised shins wouldn’t
help anyone, and it certainly wouldn’t do her wounded pride any good. And so
she sat there, a prisoner. Locked in a dark world.
“Well
then,” she said, her voice tight, “I suppose I’d better go meet the man who
will be my nursemaid from now on.”
“Leta—”
“Are
you going to escort me out, or would you like me to feel my way there, give him
a good idea of what he’s getting himself into?”
“Leta, please—”
“Very
well.” She was being childish now, but she didn’t care. She surged to her feet
and stuck her arms out in front of her, swinging them side to side as she took
small steps toward where she thought the doorway was. Her nerves screamed with
heightened awareness, bracing to be struck by something, as if the room were
suddenly full of stalactites. Ignoring her father’s protests, she shuffled
forward, feeling in front of her with the toes of each foot and the tips of her
fingers.
Her father tried to take her arm when she
reached the door, but she shrugged him off. Composing herself as best she
could, she groped along the wall of the hallway, inching closer and closer to
the main room of the house. She was grateful there were no stairs, and she was
able to make it to the sitting room attached to the foyer without falling or
striking anything.
It was hard to describe how she knew someone
was in the room, even though she couldn’t see. Something about the
hairs on the back of her neck, a tingle down her spine that screamed at her she
was being watched. She always knew when someone else was in the room with her,
but this time there was something more. A thrill that brushed her
fight-or-flight reflex, filled her with a strange, warbling anxiety. Someone
was watching her. Someone…big.
Don’t be ridiculous. You can’t possibly
feel size, her mind chastised her. Still, her senses stubbornly refused
to admit any doubt. Whoever was watching her had a weight to his presence, and
she could feel it. She blinked and moved her eyes around, trying to see
something, anything, a slice of shadow or light that would give her a clue. But
the darkness remained as thick as it always was, silent and impenetrable.
A strange scent wafted past her nose. Musk
and the crisp scent of the wind off the mountains to the north. The faintest
hint of sea air. The floor creaked as someone shifted their weight. Her heart
skipped a beat and her instincts crowed in vindication. There was definite
weight to that sound.
If that was her husband, he was not a small
man.
“Are
you really going to let the blind woman stand here wondering if she’s alone in
the room?”
“You
seem very aware that you are not alone.”
The voice was masculine, and so deep that it
vibrated things low in her body, quickened the pulse in her neck. She angled
her ear toward that voice, forming a mental picture of the room and her visitor’s
location based on where his voice had come from. It was lower than she’d
expected, as though he were sitting down.
“Leta,
this is Torben Biorna. Torben,
this is my daughter Leta.”
“I
understand I’m your wife now.”
She threw the words down like a gauntlet,
using her tone to make it clear what she thought of such things being settled
without her presence, let alone input. The floor creaked again, and somewhere
underneath that was a different sound that she wasn’t
familiar with. Something hard sliding against the wood. It was brief, too brief
for her to consider it closely. She frowned and tilted her head a little more,
waiting to hear if it would happen again.
“Yes,
you are my wife.”
Again his voice did strange and wonderful
things to her body, teasing sensations from her with that hint of promise, that
faint brush of heat. Warmth washed over her cheeks, and she was horrified to
realize she was blushing.
If he noticed her embarrassing reaction, he
kept it from his voice. “Things progressed quickly, and I
don’t blame you for being displeased at your lack of participation. It is not
how I would have liked to begin our relationship, but I hope you’ll give me a chance
to make it up to you.”
She groped for her temper, needing it to
bolster her defenses against that voice. “My father says you think you
can fix me.”
“Leta,”
her father warned.
“No,
it’s all right. I would be offended too, were I in her place.”
Another creak of the floorboards, followed by
that same sound. Leta leaned forward, and it stopped immediately.
“You
do not need to be fixed, Leta. You are not broken.”
Her father had spoken those same words to
her, more times than she could count. But they were different coming from this
man. He spoke with a definite authority, an unwavering confidence that said he
knew he was right. It touched something inside her, something frightened. A
tiny knot of tension she hadn’t been aware of relaxed.
“Torben
was a solider.” Her father’s voice was gentle now, encouraging. “He’s known a
lot of men who had very strong reactions after witnessing horrible things. He’s
helped them.”
“Your
father told me what happened to your mother,” Torben said quietly. “I’m sorry
for your loss.”
Echoes of her mother’s
screams filled Leta’s ears. Her chest rose and fell more rapidly, her breaths
sharper, painful. Ice water trickled through her veins, chasing away the warm
feeling Torben had summoned with his words, his voice. The knot of tension
returned, trailing a string of others until she stood hunched in on herself,
falling into an all-too-familiar nightmare.
“I
don’t want to talk about it.” Her voice was weak, strangled by the memory
peeking out at her like a monster from the mouth of a cave. She held her hands
out, feeling around herself for orientation.
“Leta,
here, come sit down.”
Her father took her arm, and she wilted with
relief and let him lead her to a chair. Sitting calmed her, took away the awful
feeling of disorientation that struck her when her emotions overwhelmed her
spatial sense. She fought her way out of the panic, tried to reorient herself,
remember where her husband was.
“We
don’t have to talk about it.” He spoke as if he’d sensed her discomfort, her
need to know where he was. “Know only that I am here to listen if you change
your mind.”
She bobbed her head, grateful for his
willingness to let it go. “You’re going to stay with us for a
while, then?”
Awkward silence billowed into the room like
dense fog.
“Leta…he’s your husband.” Her father shifted on his chair,
his discomfort announced by every squeak of the wood. “You’re leaving with
him.”
The Blood Realm Series
About The Author
To date, Jennifer has two series:
BLOOD PRINCE SERIES (COMPLETE):
Book 1 – Before Midnight
Book 2 – One Bite
Book 3 – Golden Stair
Book 4 – Divine Scales
Book 5 – Beautiful Salvation
Bonus Adventures in the Blood Prince World:
Book 2.5 – What Big Teeth You Have (free when you sign up for mailing list mentioned below)
Book 4.5 – The Pirate’s Witch
Book 5.5 – Dead to Begin With (available only between Thanksgiving and whenever Jennifer takes her Christmas tree down)
BLOOD REALM SERIES (IN PROGRESS SPIN-OFF OF BLOOD PRINCE SERIES):
Book 1 – All for a Rose
Book 2 – Blue Voodoo
Book 3 – The Archer
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Jennifer has unfailing affection for the authors who have influenced her, including Laurell K. Hamilton, Jim Butcher, and the sorely missed Sir Terry Pratchett. Her books include humor, romance, and action, with enough darkness to keep things very interesting.
When Jennifer isn’t writing, she can be found re-watching Boondock Saints, Noises Off, or Gross Pointe Blank. With one of those classics in the background, she might also be searching Amazon for something she wants, but doesn’t need (Is there any such thing as a kitchen gadget that isn’t an absolute necessity? And don’t even get me started on office supplies…).
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